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madilov11 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
That child is so blessed to have the most wonderful parents.
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Ok. One thing that I forgot to mentioned is that I was born and raised as a Christian child in my family with my Bible close at hand everyday. No one can't really say or express a true feeling of compassion and or understanding if you have never ever been there or experienced such thing in life. From that very moment that I can recall of my self thinking, remembering things.. I started this fight inside of me, an inter-battle that just became stronger in flesh and Spirit.
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
One of the most powerful and hostile battles ever to be fought inside of one person body. Even thou I was raised at church all of my childhood and learning the Bible in such way, it didn't help me to fully understand myself and to find an answer of why me? More questions actually emerged in my head. Was it Gods fault that I was born this way? Is that possible when God says that He is RIGHT and that there is no WRONG in HIM!
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
How come I'm wrong when God said that everything He did was good to His eyes on His creation. Is it Science and or medicine faults, then? Is it my moms, my dads? Whose fault is this? Can I really come to God and fight Him back asking why,me like if I knew more than God. First thing He would say: "And... where where you (Like Job story) when I created the heaves and the earth? Who are you little peace of my creation to reveal you're self against me your master.
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
How to explain it? How to understand it? How to express it?Its obvious that you (the person reading this), will always express your thought to the topic according to your knowledge of things and personal experiences in life. WHAT DO YOU KNOW AND HAVE EXPERIENCED IN THIS TOPIC? Can you really leave your thought and expressions here then?Can you really speak for God? Can you really speak for the whole Christian community out there? Can you?
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Have I totally revealed myself against The Holly Spirit? Am I really condemned for being a trans gender girl in process?Would you pay for my sins and face God at the end for me and ask Him that endless question WHY? Is the Holly Spirit of God not powerful and convincing enough to fully transform me and redeem me from my wrong doing in life?See, more questions than answers. I KNOW THE BIBLE, I grew up with it under my arm.
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
I thank this same God for who I'am today. Thanks to this God I have experienced a real life, a ream meaning to move on and keep the fight for an identity in sociability with this real battle inside of me day by day, every day of my whole life for 29 years now. Should I blame God for my hardships in life and or better yet end up my life so this whole thing is over? NO. So yeah. there is more to the topic than just a plain thought of expression against or in favor.
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
My whole case became well knows at church and I got the support of a great man of God my pastor and whole church my family. My mom, same as uncles, sisters, bothers approve and support me in every way! Its awesome to know that and the feeling is great to be accepted in the right gender that you are, about the rest. God is the only way, the only power capable of doing and transforming lives.
TSTubeChannel (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
So for every time you religions people come and trow stones to me or any of this poor children, Jesus looks at us and give us His hand to embrace him and help us to stand up and live a better life with his help and family support which is the most important of them all. SO GOT ANYTHING TO SAY? THINK, LIVE AND EXPERIENCE BEFORE EVEN POST YOUR THOUGHT HERE. This is a real life experience. God Bless you all. Vicky Velazquez.
jangkimtyler (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
it is not my busniness nor yours.i believe that we all going through a lot of problems and we all have a secrectlets just dont make it harder for each other and start understanding each other. |
